with my freeze Rae I will stop the world!

- I got into the guild I applied for (!!)
- I actually drew a commission of sorts without freaking out beforehand (I did freak out afterwards but bottom line is I DID IT)
- with confidence built by the drawing, I forced myself to queue for and run random dungeons, and had a couple bad apples in them, yet I helped out and we did good. I survived! I didn’t have to leave immediately/abruptly
- I interacted with someone today outside of my comfort zone and it went well

BASICALLY TODAY WAS A GREAT DAY FOR ME
the war against anxiety continues (every little victory counts)

I feel accomplished and good for actually drawing something for someone and also being paid for it. I should push myself more often like this and try selling more drawings. anxiety and self doubt is really intense, but today gives me hope

Reblogged from stepintothebreeze  4 notes
stepintothebreeze:

Toronto photographer Tom Ryaboi is one of the pioneers of “rooftopping”, the photography movement which entails climbing to the top of skyscrapers and shooting from a ledge (the results are spectacular).  It has now been over a year since that first shot, which he goes back to tell the story of here: http://500px.com/blog/120
Have a look at his work here: http://500px.com/tom

stepintothebreeze:

Toronto photographer Tom Ryaboi is one of the pioneers of “rooftopping”, the photography movement which entails climbing to the top of skyscrapers and shooting from a ledge (the results are spectacular).  It has now been over a year since that first shot, which he goes back to tell the story of here: http://500px.com/blog/120

Have a look at his work here: http://500px.com/tom