with my freeze Rae I will stop the world!
a guildie ran me through some heroics today, and one of them was Sethekk Halls. I hadn’t been into ANY instances after level 55 so everything was new to me. imagine my SHOCK and EXTREME JOY when [Reins of the Raven Lord] dropped for me and not only that but my guildie insisted I keep it *_* I cannot believe it! it’s probably the one mount I’ve wanted the most ever since seeing someone riding it around the city a long time ago~
ALSO Zach bought me a Wii U!! WHAT! YAY!!This week has been crazy good aside from the hottest temps in 120 years of San Diego history combining with the humidity of the area as well *_* I am melty and dead BUT HAPPY

a guildie ran me through some heroics today, and one of them was Sethekk Halls. I hadn’t been into ANY instances after level 55 so everything was new to me. imagine my SHOCK and EXTREME JOY when [Reins of the Raven Lord] dropped for me and not only that but my guildie insisted I keep it *_* I cannot believe it! it’s probably the one mount I’ve wanted the most ever since seeing someone riding it around the city a long time ago~

ALSO Zach bought me a Wii U!! WHAT! YAY!!

This week has been crazy good aside from the hottest temps in 120 years of San Diego history combining with the humidity of the area as well *_* I am melty and dead BUT HAPPY

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Are you sad you weren’t able to attend gamescom last month? Are you distraught you couldn’t grab those sweet gamescom items? Well cheer up!

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  • Unique gamescom Dye
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  • A unique in-game title; “Showstopper”

Follow and Reblog this post between now and September 19th for your chance to win!

It’s time to get fancy on Nexus!

Official Rules:

You must be following WildStar Online on Tumblr to participate.  Giveaway open until September 19th.

1. You can reblog once per day, each day will be counted as a chance to win!

2. Likes count as 1 additional entry, but only if they accompany a reblog.

3. Open to NA residents only (Sorry EU, we will get you next time)

4. Winners will be chosen by random generator based on reblogs

5. Winners will be contacted via Tumblr messaging, so make sure your Ask Box is open!

*Complete rules and prize info here.

- I got into the guild I applied for (!!)
- I actually drew a commission of sorts without freaking out beforehand (I did freak out afterwards but bottom line is I DID IT)
- with confidence built by the drawing, I forced myself to queue for and run random dungeons, and had a couple bad apples in them, yet I helped out and we did good. I survived! I didn’t have to leave immediately/abruptly
- I interacted with someone today outside of my comfort zone and it went well

BASICALLY TODAY WAS A GREAT DAY FOR ME
the war against anxiety continues (every little victory counts)

I feel accomplished and good for actually drawing something for someone and also being paid for it. I should push myself more often like this and try selling more drawings. anxiety and self doubt is really intense, but today gives me hope